Some little PMC houses that I whipped up on Friday with my extra bits of silver clay. The house shape is a symbol Jess and I use in our artwork. For us personally, it's the symbol our marriage, our life together. Our home is filled with houses that Jesse made in art school, silver metal ones, wood ones, prints of house shapes, and so on. They pop up in my jewelry every now and then. I so badly want Jess to start making sculptures again. I'm going to keep giving subtle hints all month, maybe he'll make some small jewelry boxes for the Gruene market next month.
Speaking of the market, it was so much fun. I love meeting all the artists, some old friends and lots of new faces this time. I hadn't done the market in over a year. I also love meeting my customers, it's so exciting to watch someone fall in love with a piece. For me it's really the completion of the creating process, seeing it find it's way into the heart of the new owner.
Sales were good, despite the lack of people today. Gee, you'd think it was Father's Day or something. We'll be back in July, all you central Texans, make your plans now to come visit me!
I'm blushing, Luann put this on her blog about me:
Seeing the world as abundant, with enough room for all artists to be successful, is part of that outlook. And so is sharing the kind of information that helps other artists get their own original work out into the world.
I hope I can always live my life with such an outlook. When I started selling my beaded jewelry, I did a farmer's market every week in our downtown area. Mixed in with the produce and flowers were arts & crafts and baked goods. There were always a handful of bead artist's there, but one in particular helped shape my career one summer. She was completely unique. Her style was so much a part of her everyday life, it just spilled over into her big and funky tribal inspired beaded jewelry. I can remember when I first met her, I made a little joke about checking out the competition. She stopped me, looked me right in the eye and said you don't need to see me as competition, there will always be enough for all of us to go around. She had a way of making everyone around her feel welcomed and like an old friend. That's how she treated her customers, that's how she treated other artists. She was confident enough in her work to know that she would succeed, even while helping her "competition."
I decided that summer that I would not let fear shape how I treated people. I wanted to making lasting friendships with other artists and you can't do that if you are standing at the ready, smacking other hands from getting a piece of your "pie."
I really have to say, that I feel like my material needs are supplied by a higher power, I have never needed anything that has not been given to me. That frees me to create, to love and to know that everything does work out for the good in the end.
Some comforting words: "Is not live more important than food and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
I have NEVER needed anything that has not been provided. I'm a happy capitalist, don't get me wrong. I like money and I want money and more money would be nice, but it's not my motivating factor in life, if that was the case I wouldn't have chosen a career in art, or to be a work-at-home mom. But life is full of choices, that's what makes it all so interesting!